In a deep and (mostly) spiritual experience this weekend I was able to eliminate the soul aspect responsible for all self-doubt and self-limiting conversations! It was a freakish mind-numbing and somewhat hellish experience.
Those conversations have the persona of a “Frenchman”. Anytime I receive validation contradicting these self doubts, the “Frenchman” going nuts and talks very loud and fast. I was in a state of mind on Saturday that I did not want to hear those doubts and I asked the communing spirit guides to “shut him up or get rid of him”. They replied (yes, I hear all kind of voices in my head… no, no medication) “we can get rid of him right now if you let us!”
I had a sharp stabbing bursting sensation on the right side of the back of my neck, and a stiff neck for about 15 minutes. Since that time… no self doubt.
None
At all
Gone… all gone
Nothing remains but calm, peace, confidence.
I watch the comments that would have made me feel doubting before, pass by like clouds. This is so freeing. All that I found fault with before is just a laughable experience. All emotional attachments to those memories have even been altered. I must have altered the fabric of space-time.
I am very excited about this new chapter of life.
Slainte’
